Hard to Get the Colors Just Right

Grandpa was a painter.

He said it was hard to get the colors

Just right.

His favorite color

And most difficult

Was Moab red.

I was a crayoner.

If my crayon said blue, it was blue.

Although, I did have a favorite;

It was cornflower.

Grandpa was a painter.

Grandma was a singer.

I was a band nerd.

I cannot sing of her.

Not yet.

Maybe not ever.

Tears after all these years

Still blur the page.

I cannot revisit the music

Or the colors of that day.

Bridge, RN

Clock In
          Lower the drawbridge
          Bring it on, I am ready
          My hands are steady.

Dehydrated Patient
          Suspended saline
          Catheter into his vein
          Bridge to bring him back.

Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
          Fighting on the bridge,
          He threw a Lego grenade
          At the CNA.

Cancel the Code
          For it is ordered
          Do not resuscitate him.
          Let him cross the bridge.

Break Time
          What about a break?
          You're kidding.  Not in this place.
          Not here to play bridge.

Performance Evaluation
          Nurse who eats her own
          Sabotaging healing place
          Go jump off a bridge.

Teamwork
          All of us working
          With respect for each other -
          That's building bridges.

Clock Out
          I do love my job,
          But still the best bridge of all
          Is on the drive home.

Satiated

The ginger on my tongue burns for sweetness,
The jasmine in my tea cools the heat,
And still my tongue's not sated
As ineffable words formed in the seat of speech
Stay seated.
But were they to rise,
Where would they find a place to stand?
And why would I be left behind
Weak and prostrate on the ground
Satiated but not filled?

Write a Poem in the Dark

Write a poem in the dark
And by its light
Find your way out.

Let the moon growing mock you.
Soon enough she'll be renewed
In darkness
Understanding your plight
When she herself shifts too far to reflect his light.

Write a poem in the dark
And though your words be obscure
Let them flow together like the Milky Way,
A sea of stars to find your way in.

The Church of Unhewn Stone

Another Sunday and I will not go
In bondage be their broken link
In a broken chain
Bringing the scourge upon the earth.

My heroes are he who made the iron axe to float
And he who called two she bears from the woods
And he who sang of lovers' breasts
And she who drove a nail through enemy temples
And he who turned the other cheek
Because he could turn the water into wine
Against which they preach
While filling their mouths with the flesh of beasts.

Inactive, yes.
Excommunicate, not yet.
Either way to their telestial kingdom I head.
I have been there before
And peed on myself in fear
Walking its gray dust an innocent.
At least my friend the raven's there.

But today while there's breath in my chest
I fear not to kneel on the frost-covered ground
At my church of unhewn stone
A chorus of heavenly geese overhead.

Oak

Your leaves the color of fire I stoke,
Sparkling translucent in autumn sun,
Will fall to leaf litter
And in spring be reborn
To my soul's satisfaction
Resting upon humus
Under your chlorophylled canopy.

But today I mourn our friends . . .

The lodgepole pines
The first demise
Taken by logging of recent memory
Though one yet struggles through lonely subsistence
Hidden, sheltered, nurtured by your kind.

I mourn the winged elms
Rarely reaching maturity,
The beetles of drought
Delivering the death
The absence of rain initiated.

The cedars, a scourge to some, I also mourn.
Their evergreen courage here was always welcome,
But even their wells of fortitude have gone dry
And their blackened needles
Lie as graveyard dust beneath my feet.

And, gentle oak, I mourn
Your fallen
Also succumb to this end.
I wish I could water you all,
But my tears are all dried up.

Haiku Oklahoma

Inspired by Poets United "I Wish I'd Written This" (about Kobayashi Issa) and by the holiday - a day off for all of us.  The holiday haiku assignment for us:  

On this holiday

Think seventeen syllables

Then go out and play.

The sooner to ride

My daugther did not delay

First gave seventeen:

"Take a walk in woods

Feel the breeze, see beauty, life,

Then see a dirt road."

My son not outdone

And to return to sketchbook

Gave the following:

"Haikus are poems.

They are very short and brief.

Haikus have meaning."

Five seconds to write,

But they did participate

And effort is praised.

And now four are mine

For Issa, Nature and her

Humans placed therewith:

1

 Honey locust lives;

Drought deals death to elm and oak.

Now more flat tires.

2
Osage oranges to
Gather, winter, mash, and grow
Living fence for us.

3
My hair freed from comb
Carried by wind to next spring
Woven in birds' nests.

4

Rosin, horsehair, wood

Vibrations flow through our hands.

Music in the woods.

                                               

Smelted by Tolstoy

Trudging through a one hundred page soirée 

Asking why, why must I read this book

I committed finally to see it through to the last page

The third time I started reading it.

I know you will look at the last page,

See 1038, and ask why, why must you read this book.

And you will pronounce me a bore 

If able to endure the first hundred.

If I knew the exact page the book begins to captivate,

I would not tell you; instead, I'll ask you

If not for ore to compare to,

Would value smelted from it be as valued?

So trudge along.  This book will smelt you.

As it did Natasha.

As it did Pierre.

Read the Book

Sparks

I invite myself to a hearth
of words
And warm myself
by another's fire
from which sparks fly.

At times I'm a spider
taking hold with her hands
in a king's palace.

At times I'm a little bird
with tired wings
resting in a song.

At times I'm a phoenix.

At times I'm a moth
in some
forgotten garden
and I get singed
and fly away.

I cannot explain the sparks,
Nor why I will return.

Tegan

The greatest gift I ever gave
Keeps on giving.
It was made from my heart
And my womb.
The gift is you.
A selfish gift
Given to myself
Wrapped in a
Newborn's blanket.

The gift I gave
That winter day
Is growing!
And not just a mother
Basks in your worth.
Stray dogs and puppies
Follow you.
And your oft too gloomy
Dungeon master
Brother laughs
Because you tame the cave bear
In the blueberry patch
To rip his monsters to shreds!

Teachers admire you
And tease
When you earn less than 100%.
Old folks remember
How to smile
When you play your fiddle.
Coach has praised
Your hustle.

Tegan,
Beautiful philosopher,
My greatest gift of all
Shared.

Dead Knight on Notebook Paper

by Haliatuslupus

Son, you and I, we obsess.

Vacant eyes.

Last breath.

My cloak of time is torn.

Tattered.

Patched.

Stitched back together.

Game face on.

I take a pulse.

The second hand ticks backward in my hand.

Now what am I supposed to do with that?

Game face on.

I use the clock on the wall.

Did I ever tell you 

The Namesake

was a knight?

I walked a perennial parapet

Waiting for his return.

Your knight was slain

In Home Economics

on notebook paper

with a colored pencil,

cooking, and sewing.

Maybe your knight and my knight

Are the same

And he has sent me a message.

He has laid down his weapons

And waits for my hand.

But he will have to wait.

Son, you and I,

Must obsess
With
Life.

Morbid Gifts to Contemplate

I cannot walk away from your purring and crunching
Though it turns my stomach to hear the joy in your brunching
On blood and marrow slurped and sucked as little bones crack
And a new mouse-tailed whisker from you sprouts.

These predatory laws of behavior elude me.
Why torment and tease and play with life?
And, my God, did that mesmerized mouse just run back to you?
When you offered it life?  Is prey in love with death?  What lies did you tell it?

I tuck in my chin and defend against an uppercut to my spirit.
My elbows guard her solar plexus from having breath kicked out of her.
Upon the balls of my feet she rises light and nimble
To take the center of the ring and not a corner.

Would I could sit cross legged on a water lily,
But for me awareness comes on the blade of a knife.
And now I see the revolutions of it falling and grasp it by the handle.
My awareness is not the awakening we all are seeking, perhaps.

I ponder this as my cat brings me yet another morbid gift to contemplate.

Boys Will Be Boys

PhotoChop by little sister.

Here is my poem for today.

Yes, I know, it is cliché,

But 

Boys Will Be Boys.

The Wonder in His Eyes

On a night the hot chocolate was steaming
And Perseid meteors were streaming
You learned to tally and count by fives
And in just one hour you recorded 89.
That night meteors flew forth as sparks from your eyes.

Now you are a teenager asleep in bed
And from which you cannot be led
No matter the celestial event.
Where is the wonder in your eyes?

I hope the school books have not drilled it out of you,
Nor all the chores assigned for you to do.
Perhaps you are just tired from how fast you have grown.

Tonight I wished upon a star that boyish wonder
Find a home in your manly frame.

Walk with me, son.
I promise I won't talk at you or we might miss
Beethoven's 5th when the Spotted Towhee sings.
I promise I won't lecture, preach, or patronize,
Nag, complain, tell you to shave or cut your hair,
Or in any way distract or detract from
Our walk upon nature's notebook
Or I might miss your eyes open and smile back at mine.

Adrift in a Sea of Stars

With storied stealth Orion steals across my sky
Accompanied by Canis Major and Minor.
I can hear the dogs barking at the speed of sound
Even from this great distance
As the hunt goes on and on and on.
A lone coyote's call set off the bellicose barking;
No other coyote answered
And in my world that silence is deafening.
I sink back to sleep adrift in my sea of stars
Then dream of when I played with coyote pups
And when ravens dropped snowballs on my head
And of my little black hen, T. regina, no one messed with
And of Gelert the Greyhound taken out by a mountain lion
For drawing off the hunter crouched upon the roof.
Awakened from troubled sleep again
I want to know if my greyhound has joined the hunt
Or runs silent at the coyote's side
Or remains gray unreconstituted dust.
I sink back to sleep adrift in my sea of stars.

Southern Comfort

The pond's hidden dangers bold in summer now are asleep,
And on the surface only clouds and lilies still are seen.
No snow in the south,
Though the oaks have different colors now
And the Osage oranges are on the ground.
Too late for wild brown sugar and vanilla
Of persimmons to litter the path,
And the meadow garlic has snuggled down,
But the wood and sheep sorrels' lemon tang
Can still be found and tasted.
Best of all my best friend
Grown old with each new cold
Can still find a patch of sunlight
While I can leave my callipygian impression upon the grass
And not be harassed by any chiggers on my ass.

Another Game

Many times the wind has brought you down

But we re-erect you and on we play

Knowing you could come crashing down

Upon our heads

With the shyest glance to your backboard

Or score through your ropes.

The game goes on and we keep score

Grateful for our little points

Outscoring one another

But in the end we're tied.

The Fix

Trauma whore
Place junkie
Slut for words
Flow like blood
From the pen
Not clotting
Loud crashing
Freed ions
Smooth river
Rock in hand
Neutralized.

The Janitor

His earrings coil around
So snakes can whisper into his ears.
Symbols suffuse his arms
With darkness to others' eyes.

Parents' eyes.
They do not see what the children do.
They do not see how the teachers rely upon him.
They do not see.

When he goes on break,
He does not go out to smoke in the parking lot
To set a good example like the haters do.
He sits on the curb and reads philosophy.

Word for Today

"Death and life are in the power of the tongue,"
    thus pronounced King Solomon.
"Killing me softly with his song . . ."
    thus sang Roberta Flack.
And thus slow downward death is to be my judgment?
But what of life?
If life, also, is in the power of the tongue,
Can your words replenish the earth?
When god and goddess rock their subterranean bed,
Is that when words are born,
In labor and travail?
What new word, then, is born today?

Snow Day 2

Yesterday I praised you.
Today I wish I did not have to
  drive in you.

Yesterday I heard your poetry.
Today my ears are numb.

Yesterday I wished for stillness.
Today I'm getting nowhere fast
  and cursing it.

Fickle female that I am.

Snow Day

On rare occasions such as this

I find it better to call in sick

And go outside

Stick out my tongue

And catch a snowflake

Feel sweet freedom

If only for a moment

Hear childlike juncos

Revel in snowfall

Reel in space

Watch snowflakes fall up

In the reflection of the water.

But I suffer from the illusion

That I am indispensable

So off to work I go.

Flower Child

*     *     *     Flower Child     *     *     *

Flower child
All decked out
In your grandma's crochet,
Was this the day
To the park you were taken
And you sang "Where have all the flowers gone?"
For you knew every word.

And on that day
Upon your wrist
Was placed a copper bracelet?
And on that bracelet was a name,
You knew not of
But somewhere, to someone
He was more than a name missing in action?

And on that day did a cloud cross over
And blot out your sunny sky?
And with that bracelet
Were you forever shackled?

*     *     *     The Nurse     *     *     *

WWII, European Theater, Airborne

You came to us with a photograph,
Good-looking god of a man,
Towering over President Eisenhower
And shaking his hand.
Now, it's I who tower over you
Confined to your wheelchair,
But, yes, I see the resemblance to that god-like face
Etched out by time.

WWII, Pacific Theater, Navy Sailor

You cannot speak a word of any sense,
But sing as sexy as Johnny Cash,
That for me you'd even try to turn the tide,
That for me you walk the line.

WWII, The Phillipines, The Phillipines

Yes, I know, you told me a hundred times,
That you served in the Phillipines,
But never did I not love to hear it,
That you were the cook,
Thinking you were on vacation,
But hunger came, and privation,
Then shrapnel came
And took your legs.

WWII, Pacific Theater, Marine Corps Sniper

I remember when I dressed your wound,
Your fist cocked back;
I did not flinch,
But falling into your bright blue eyes,
Said, "I'm sorry."
And your fist on safety locked,
You could not strike a woman.

WWII, Battle of the Bulge, POW

Of you I know to never ever
Feed you turnips
And that the tip of your ear is missing
And so are some of your toes,
Frostbitten in the trenches of long ago.
But of your mind
There is nothing missing.

Korean War, The Forgotten War

I was warned about you
That you knew how to kill
And had trained others in those deadly arts.
I was advised not to startle you
Into thinking I was your enemy,
But I was not afraid of you
Sweet intelligence of a man.
And when you asked me to marry you
While the tobacco juice dribbled
From your toothless gums
I should have said, "Yes" with all abandon
And to hell with professional distance.

Vietnam

Oh, man, you are in trouble.
Broke the law!
But on that day with Mary Jane,
This was a happy place.
Until we found out why
And came the dogs who snooped you out.

Persian Gulf

Unknown ailments poison you
Not just drink and cigarettes.
But I have seen through your disabilities
And know you are the self-appointed
Defender of the weak,
Upholder of justice,
And maintainer of peace,
And that as a younger man
You can follow through with it.
I appreciate you, my haunted bodyguard.

Afghanistan, The War on Terror

With your bloodied hands,
Please, I plead with you,
Do not take your life
And be a victim of your times.
I so love you
Like a baby in my arms.

WWI, The Great War

You are the oldest man I have ever known,
With the boyish of smiles.
What treasure lies hid in your sunken ship
Laid out on a hospital bed?
Behind those cloudy, rheumy eyes,
Are horses still remembered?

*     *     *     Flower Child     *     *     *

Flower child
All grown up
Looking smart in your nursing scrubs,
Why do you not wear a poppy
On this Veterans Day
For all the flowers gone?

Because I hold in my hand
Poppy's purist derivative
To ease the pain and suffering
In my living garden.

Wanderlust

I want to go to Wales

Where tales of Merlin were told.

I want to go to Suffolk,

Where the Punch was bred.

I want to go to Yorkshire

Where the cloth was woven.

I want to go to Cornwall

Where miners died and pirates lived.

I want to go to Ireland

To walk the famished land escaped from.

I want to go to Switzerland

Where the boats were made.

I want to go to Denmark

Whence came the name Snake-Eye Ragnarsson.

I want to go to Germany

Where the gypsies lived.

I want to go to Spain

But not to see a bullfight.

I want to go to France

But not to conquer anything.

But I'll go home to Oklahoma

To where the Five Tribes walked.

For my ancestors and their stories,

Having sailed across the ocean,

Have bound me to be American.

Dalton 1998-2011

"Little girl, playing with a ball throwing it up in the air and laughing, you appear to have an imaginary friend with whom you're joking."

"No," replied McKinney, "I'm playing with Dalton."

*   *   *   *   *

Dalton "so full of life"

You're not just a face in the yearbook

With a page in memoriam.

You are the guilt behind the driver's eyes, the survivors' eyes.

You are the song on the radio, "chillin' on a dirt road."

You are the sudden propelled maturity of your older sister.

You are the living breath in your mother's chest.

You are the silent son on your dad's 4-wheeler.

You are.

*   *   *   *   *

"Young man, playing with a ball throwing it up in the air and laughing, you appear to have an imaginary friend with whom you're joking."

"No," replied Dalton, "I'm playing with McKinney."

My Land

My words are not published in a book
For twenty dollars for you to look,
But reside scribbled in a cheap notebook.
My words are not born in a printer's shop,
But are written down while sitting under a tree
Or on the back of my truck.
I don't have a house to shelter my words,
But I have land to grow my words.
Some people have both,
I had to make a choice.
For on my land is a special place
If reincarnation there be,
I wish to come back as a tree
Ever nurtured by the poetry there.
And when to me the chainsaw strikes,
Gather up my pieces, pulp them down,
And from me paper make,
Then bind me up in a cheap notebook.

Poet Possessed

All you poems on the surface
Lurking
I don't wish you away
But please, please
Let me sleep.

A poem answered
When your poems are done
That's when you'll sleep
In the silence of a grave
Grown weary of flesh.

Mining Treasures in a Cardboard Storage Box

Granpa, I stand knee-deep in flood waters

That tried to wash away

My memories of you,

But these treasures in a 

Cardboard storage box

I have recovered.

Granpa, silly man,

Wearing a wig

While infant hands held onto you.

Granpa, your handwriting

Looks exactly like mine,

Was it you who trained the pen in my hand? 

               

                                                  

Granpa, an old yellowed newspaper

Proclaims you're a survivor

Of a mine explosion that killed 18 others.

             

Granpa, here's the story

I wrote about that for a

creative writing class I never finished.

              

Granpa, I hate mines, but I love you, a miner.

I hate the mine that put the cancer in you.

In your lungs, the second suffocation.

Granpa, a stepfather I thought never loved me, hugged me

When he had to be the one to bear the news,

But you are the man who first took my heart.

Though parts of you remain an enigma

Like why you loved to watch the bullfights that made me cry

And why you wore that silly wig.
                                      

The Drownings

Yours is the face missing from the side of this page,
Drowned legend of a man.
When into the icy waters you sank,
Before they dragged the lake
And pulled your bloated body from her bed,
Did you say good night to me?
Hero!  Damn you!
You did not save his life that day,
They dragged his dead body out, too;
And I a year away was not there to save you,
And I remain, the drowned dreamer of a man.

Fractal Geometry

Look at fractals' forever
Deep edges delving
Into layer upon layer and see
Nature shrink to infinity
And give birth to a star.
Then with the speed of light
You must return to the other side of your brain, but you
Will not remember anything unless you
Understand that love holds all secrets of the universe.
Everything creeping, crawling, swimming, walking, flying, climbing,
                                                                        falling,
                  seeding,
                  rooting,
                  reaching, searching,
                  thirsting, hungry,
                  grinding,
                  growing,
                  collecting sediment is so much

Better than a new t. v. and a
     Baby Einstein video.

The Unfinished Glove

  

The Norns spin fate.

Mindful knitters take hold 

one stitch at a time.

Concentration loop by loop.

Memory and Thought knit in peace.

Moments of meditation.

   

    Three fingers left and a thumb.        Around and around before done.

Poet Apothecary

IF
after X-ray, CT, and MRI
The doctor finally sits down to look you straight in the eye,
And tells you your migraine is all in your head,
Your chest pain is serious, but good news you're not dead,
And of your abdominal pain we can find no cause,
That sometimes a problem must grow for imaging to see it at all,
But in the meantime, here, take all these pills,
There must be one that is good for your ills,
And come back to see us when your symptoms get worse,
AND
Of your next trip you are wary,
THEN
Hear now the poet apothecary.

A poem a day, a walk, clean water, real food -
this is the prescription especially for you.
Here are the instructions beginning with food,
Though not in any order of importance, they're all good for you.

First food.
If the label says BHA, BHT, TBHQ,
Yellow No. 5, Red 40, or #1 Blue,
Avoid it, you've not evolved to eat crude oil.

If the label says natural,
Buyer beware.
Your understanding of that may not be theirs.
The best food for you has no label at all.

Second, clean water, which can be obtained
By not polluting it in the first place.
But, alas, this has become a global initiative.
Suffice it to say you must first boil and distill it.

Third, walk.  Keep on walking right into the light.
Walk like Buddha,
Merlin,
and Jesus Christ.

Fourth, do not be tempted to neglect this,
Is one poem daily
To help you operate your heavy machinery.
Read it.  Write it.  Live it.  Breathe it.

For litigious reasons here are my credentials,
Poetica medica, RN, BSN, with ACLS.
I am here to shock you if needed,
But, please, first, try my prescription.

To conclude, by all means seek a physician's advice,
But in the end it is you who knows what is right.

Poverty Is

Poverty is
       the raw butt of an ugly mutt
       the found treasure of a cigarette butt
       little girl don't be a slut
       or you'll start showing in your gut
       live out your life in a rotten hut
       never getting out of the rut.

                     Cut!

Poverty is
       a dog who believes in you, stays on your side
       too many packs a day you might have died
       yeah, some men lied, but you enjoyed the ride
       and with maternal love you have grown wide
       and though it is to a dump you're tied
       no need to chide, let peace abide.
   

Chastity's Diary

To all the men who've hurt me,

FUCK YOU!

Oh, I've already done that.

I apologize.  I hurt you, too.

Where I Lie Coiled

There is a story
Told to children
How rattlesnake
So meek and mild
Was stepped on
One, two, many times
And the Creator
Loved her
And gave her fangs.

I, too,
Have earned my fangs
And with my words
Envenomate the page.
So unless you have
The antidote
Don't tread on me
On the dark side of the moon
Where I lie coiled.

Three Fences in November

Two horses
Ages 7 and 27
Shivering in that cold November
Before the winter came
That froze the milk in my daughter's cup
In the time it took from the house, across the porch, to the truck.

In a different truck
That November day
Came a veterinarian.
He led the old one away from us
And told us all to go inside
That it would be better for us.

From inside the house
We heard the young one neighing,
"Come back, come back and play with me."
Or
"Wait, wait, I'm coming with you, it's not fair these fences separate us."
We really don't know what she said
Because in the way another fence stood.

Then from inside the house
We heard the silence fall
And knew the deed was done.
We heard no more nickering that day
And the young one, she was never the same
As if a part of her had left with him that cold November day.

My Soul Has Wings

Through the stained glass windows

Of a butterfly's wings,

I can see eternity.

In the erratic flight of a moth

Confused by all the light,

I comprehend more than one road taken.

I have walked through the valley of the shadow of death,

But in the spark of a spirit raven's eye

Have returned to my body.

I have rescued a bright red cardinal

From the jaws of my cat

And felt his delicate feet lift free 

from the palms of my hands.

My soul has wandered,

Paused to explore life in the
tidal pools,

And felt the pull from a great depth of ocean.

But I felt in the air an urgent disturbance of wings

And heeded the strident seagull's call:

"High tide, high tide."

Bigfoot

     California, 1995
While discussing philosophy by flashlight,
Bigfoot on a ledge overhead rolled rocks
Clunk, clunk, clunk by side of the tent
And laughed.
I wasn't ready.

     Colorado, 2010
Years later in a dream,
Bigfoot was leading me to a place of healing,
Clearing the way before me as I stumbled after
Awaking before arriving.
Damn alarm clock.

     Oklahoma, 2010
A wise man told me, But I did get there,
That I was living there now . . .
Somewhere in Oklahoma.
Knock, knock, knock, the new alarm clock
That ain't no woodpecker's taps.

     Utah, 2012
Big, beautiful city, best job in the world,
But I went for a walk, always walking,
To get away for awhile.
Two ravens flew overhead and told me to go home.
Where the hell's home? I said, respectfully.

     Oklahoma, 2012
To be continued
Not on my time, their time.
Remember what I said,
The wise man said,
The body can only handle so much.

The Bells of Notre Dame

Read the Book

Hear the Bells

Quasimodo gave a name
To all the bells of Notre Dame
Empowering them to toll
And sound the depths of every soul
In deafness waiting
Feeling through bells reverberating
That somewhere out beyond his tower
There was one.

There was one

Waking the sun with her flower and

Little white goat with bell tinkling

Following capering frolicking

In the meadows of her gypsy soul

Condemned to hang on the gallows.

Two entombed.

And now no bell remembers 

They had names.

In Whom Do We Trust?

Poets United asked what do you think of when you hear the word:  WICKED.

In Whom Do We Trust?

The root of all evil is

Wicked.

And you know you

Want it.

So does everyone else.

That's the problem.

Evil spelled backwards is

L-I-V-E.

You can't live with it or without it.

You don't have to be Solomon

To solve this riddle,

But if you were you'd have lots of it.

Even God wants 10% off the top.

But does he listen to your 2 cents worth

When that's all you have left?

Country Folks and Cockroaches

Down an Oklahoma backroad
Lifeless forms hang,
Slung over barbed wire fences
Like pagan witches,
heretic believers,
and thieving pirates.
These are condemned coyotes,
Whose decaying corpses repulse even the buzzards
And whose rotting flesh fills the air with
Sacrificial odor
So that coyotes with living breath
Still following their noses
Are presented with a question:
To be or not to be.

Down a metropolitan blacktop,
I struggle to survive
Haunting the city streets like a ghost
A tormented soul rooted up from wilderness
A victim of the latest Great Depression.
Looking out over a steely concrete landscape
With hungry, insatiable eyes
I resist domestication
And being herded like a cow
Onto the corporate conveyor belt of nonbeing.
This cow and the coyotes will survive
Unless Hank got the song wrong
And the lyrics should have been
Cockroaches will survive.